Monday, August 27, 2007

Fairfax County: The REAL fairfax.

This blog is about me C. and my friends here in Fairfax and what goes on in our lives. This blog shows that places in Laguna Beach and Newport Harbor aren't the only places that have outrageous drama and scandalous boy problems. So let's fill you in on all the drama that has been happening here in Fairfax so you don't get confused cause things are about to get hectic as me and my friends finally enter our senior year of high school in about eight days.
First off lets talk about the biggest problem that occurred last year between my best friend E and I. I have known E for about three years and we have been pretty tight. Then last year things started to get to her head and she started ignoring me especially when it came to her new love interest BH. The thing was BH and I didn't really like each other and all though she said she wasn't going to choose between us she ultimately did and left me for him. For a while i was totally heart broken because after all the girl was my best friend but when i finally realized that i was better off without her i moved on to a better group of friends S,C and M. We all got along pretty well into the same thing that happened to E and I was starting to happen in my new group of friends suddenly the whole clique i knew was fighting against each other. It was crazy and of course the ringleaders of the group were E and I. I figured if i just like cleared things up with E than everything would be okay with the whole group. The more i tried to talk to her the worse things got between us to eventually we fell out completely. People at our school started to compare us to Heidi and Lauren on the Hills because Heidi betrayed Lauren like E betrayed me. Then one day i just told myself enough was enough and called her up and said that we should be friends again. She agreed said that she missed me of course this ephinay came once BH and her had broken up. So we started to repair our relationship and it's gotten back to the way things use to have been except everyone wonders why i have become friends with her again after she did me the way that she did.i hear this mostly from K my best and longest friend here in Fairfax who most defiantly doesn't trust E.
So with that out of the way you can understand how this summer has been pretty hectic for me. Besides trying to patch up things with E. I have been trying to spice up the love life with a serious boyfriend because I'm tired of the meaningless hook ups and friends with benefit situations. This however his a hard task to accomplish when half the boys in Fairfax are after sex, man whores, or taken. So I'm currently on the single status however I'm constantly trying to dodge to two stalkers. C is a love sick puppy that K and I met at a club one night. We danced once and hung out a few weeks later and now hes practically in love with me calling me all hours of the day and texting non-stop. Then there's W who is not really in love with me but more of the classic man whore he just calls to "hang out" which is really code for trying to get in my pants but it never happens because well i don't like him like that anymore [yesuh we use to go out] but that's before i knew he was a stalker. That's the thing i can never get away from my old ex boyfriends to even have a chance at NEW boyfriends.
Take for instance B. I was totally in love with B from the day that i practically met him which was four years ago to be exact. We never ever really dated but basically everyone knew we were always hooking up off and on for like all my high school career. I know i should have kicked him to the curb if he wasn't making any commitment but a part of me hopped that you know someday he would. But he didn't and to make matters worse he got this girl pregnant. So now we are just friends i worry about him alot now. But a tiny part of me you know still likes him but what can i do i def. don't want to have any part in baby mama drama so there for I'm staying out of that situation.
Summer time is always a time to be single so i didn't really mind then but now that fall is arriving and school is starting i was looking for something more serious. I finally thought i found it with this guy D he was everything i want in a guy Football player, nice, funny, good looking, cool. We have been talking for the past weeks and finally we met up on Friday at a football game things were kinda weird at first but then the longer we hung out together the more we kinda of connected. We ended the evening with a hug that some how i guess would leave him wanting for more but i guess not because he hasn't texted me or called me or messaged me since then. So i guess things are over between us or maybe is he making me wait or am i suppose to get at him first. His first football game is on Friday and at the game he told me i should go but know I'm not so sure. I def. won't go if i don't hear from him by Friday but what if hes waiting for me. I have no clue what to do i don't want to seem desperate but then again i don't want to miss out. HELP!!!!! please tell what you think i should do move on or make a move.
love c.